It is so unbelievable that you two are grow adults now with children of your own.Time went by o
quickly and there is no way to go back. The same will happen for you, it is so difficult to be
good Godly parents, I know because I have failed many times. I want you both to learn from my
mistakes and not repeat them in your generation with Kennedy and Kingston. I want you to know
without a doubt in your mind, that God has an awesome and wonderful plan for your lives, and no
matter what, or how awful the situation is that you are going through he will make sure it
still happens. I can't explain why I do the things I do, I can only speculate, but I can
explain how deep my love for you is for you two and how desperate I was to have you, I dreamed
about you both since I was a little girl, all I wanted was my own family that I could make life
wonderful for because mine was so unbearable. I new that there had to be a better way, so I
set out to make my own dreams and visions and constantly thought about them to get me through
the pain. I don't expect either one of you to understand because you didn't live it, I
understand that now! I am just barely understanding what Gramma Bess went through and I am in
my 50's. The reason for this blog is to communicate with you because we sometimes have
difficulty talking face to face.
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